Today’s Challenge and I still haven’t caught up but decided I should like to do this one now.- The Challenge is: – We all have anxieties, worries, and fears. What are you scared of? Address one of your worst fears. Today’s twist: Write this post in a style distinct from your own.
This looked like a real challenge. Where to start?
I have breezed through life with very few fears but
- I have always been afraid that something bad could happen to one of my loved ones
- I have been anxious about my aged parents on the other side of the world; both now dead
- I was afraid of cats until I took a course of EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) or Tapping as it is sometimes known. Now I am no longer afraid of cats and have even been known to stroke one but
- My worst fear was realised at 2.28am on April 22 1998. My Dashing (not so) Young Scotsman died.
I wondered/ feared :
- How would I live without him
- How could I live without him
- Where would I live without him
- How could I go through each day knowing he wasn’t waiting for me at home
- How could I smile and pretend that life was “normal”
- What was normal anymore
- When would the “time heals” kick in
- When would I stop counting the hours, days since he died and move onto the months and years
And I found that while my worst fear had been realised on that ghastly day, I could:
- Live my life without him though I missed him madly
- Move house and so find where I could live without him
- Go through each day with his memories to help me
- What became normal was different to anything I had expected or experienced
- Time didn’t heal although the hurt was lessened as time passed
- Now I say he died 16 years ago.
And now after so long, my whole life has changed as I have a new partner and we are making a new life together.
Note: I don’t know if I have met the challenge in the way in which it was designed.
I have given up on playing catch up and have decided just to complete the assignments in my own time.
The assignment for October 2 was : Pick up the nearest book and flip to page 29. What’s the first word that jumps off the page? Use this word as your springboard for inspiration. If you need a boost, Google the word and see what images appear, and then go from there. Today’s twist: write the post in the form of a letter.
I have just received from Amazon the book “Loving Frank” based on the lives and love story of Frank Lloyd Wright and Mamah Borthwick Cheney. I have been intrigued by the architect for some years and this has been fed upon by my now living with an architect whose inspiration has often been Frank Lloyd Wright.
As suggested I opened the book on page 29 and the word “Stetson” jumped out on me. So here goes:
Dear Mr Lloyd Wright, or may I call you Frank
I recently met Mrs Cheney when she came into the shop to purchase a hat and later found out that the hat was for you. I am now aware that you two are cohabiting outside the marriage union and I must place on record my objection to your flouting the common courtesy rules of our society, not to mention the precepts of the Church.
I strongly recommend that you send Mrs Cheney back to Mr Cheney and her children without delay.
Dear Mr Butler
No, you may not call me Frank.
Mrs Cheney and I are living in a loving relationship that doesn’t impinge on your world and should not impinge on your conscience. The fact that you chose to write to me in this fashion deeply offends me.
If Mrs Cheney and I choose to ignore the rules of society and those of your Church it is our own business. We do not intend to bow to your request. Mrs Cheney will now stay with me and we look forward to many years of being together, married or not.
Frank Lloyd Wright
Note – I like this challenge and I may continue with this exchange of letters. Maybe there is another challenge where I can use this.